YREKKA

in a motel
on the way
from Orcas
to San Rafael

early morning
cold swim
and playing with
the grils

ORCAS, travelling is interesting, getting a little old, people want change and don't want to change

people with strokes:
want change

though even there
some want to just wait for magic
to transform them

children with special needs,
parents want to see them have a rich
life

people in pain:
sometimes they are open to
learning an amazing way of
reawakening themselves,
sometimes not

people doing
"okay"
almost always
want to stay
in whatever rut/ comfort/ pattern
they've found for themselves

And is that true?
Posted  a couple of years later.
Is it true
is it true
is it true?

And what if I'm in a rut
of complaining about other people being in a rut?

life is good.

ARCATA, beautiful, wet, not the place for me, but beautiful

the land, grand


on a sunny day, farmer's market is a delight


one twin, Ana


other twin, Gabriella


dance and spirit


Arcata is
fine
dance is fine
people are fun
weather is wet
wet
wet

and too wet and grey
for me

and it was wonderful to be there

SONOMA: Love is Big

Left Atlanta on March 24,
my son's birthday.

Here's the plane wing
over the clouds.

Sometimes it's so nice
to be above the clouds.

Kind of like when we come home to our real selves
and don't identify with the
petty thoughts/ complaints/ demands/ beliefs
that can keep us so mired
in
a messy world
of our own making.

Came to Sonoma,
but spent most of the time
completing the basic training
of the ANAT BANIEL METHOD.

Did the ten segments,
each nine days,
with my son, Brendan.


Wonderful wonderful group
of people.
Wonderful experience.

Meanwhile back in Sonoma
the kind lady who was housing
me
didn't want to partake of the lessons,
which was sad for me,
not being able to give,
and sad for her,
in my opinion,
since she didn't get the sweet
grand gains
of a series of lessons.

Some people seem
to fear a change
even if it
would be a sweetening of their lives.

Again, my opinion.

And of course:
sometimes I'm like that.

However:
on the birthday,
yesterday,
April 13,
up to a new house,
right away someone took
received
gained from
enjoyed a
lesson.

And,
they made me
a raw birthday
cake.




And I got to sleep outdoors,
second time since back to Sonoma,
the first being wild wonderful
Brettt with three t's b-day
party (his April 6 a week before
mine)

His party:
up at Sugarloaf.





And sweet presents:
calls from Brendan and my daughter Wenonah
and my former intimate friend
and now
becoming sweet friend
again,
Marlie.


We had a few rough spots,
but my loving that she has
a new man who treats her really
well
this she can finally believe.

Love is big.
It's not owning,
it's wanting the best for the other.

My opinion.

Good?

I think so.

every day, new wonderful, possibilities

check the links before,
people knowing how fitness
can be built in real ways,

all that's missing is working with
pick
axe
shovel
hoe
scythe
sledge hammer
wrecking bar
and other fun stuff:

real work, too for real strength

Man in Nature, swim run jump happy fitness

another man in woods, getting cool and strong


Ciao,
Chris

doing dumb. insensitive things

i've done it
you've done it
we've all done it.

saying, writing
doing something
dumb and insensitive
hurtful

ah, me
ah, my
the human thing

what next?

apologize

figure out the fear
and insecurity
and foolish assumptions
that go the behavior going.

apologize again.


forgive yourself,
and maybe the other
will
maybe not

so be
it.

ATLANTA: failure yes, failure no

I set out to travel
and to give as many lessons
as possible
in whatever place I was in.

Then I realized I had to make
some money
so offered free
lessons the first week
and then,
to charge.

Not many taking me
up
on it.

Oh, well,
this is my job to fascinate
intrigue
inspire
more to join
the learning and miraculous
possibilities.http://www2.blogger.com/img/blank.gif


Meanwhile
with the special needs
wonderful child
Bentley-Grace
lots of lessons,
lots of progress,
lots of learning.


Good.